Lyrics:
Addiction (I came to die):
Addiction
I didn't come here to remember
I came here to escape
I'll build a wall that you'll never tear down
I'll build a wall against the rest of the world
I'll build a wall so nothing can touch me
I'll make myself numb
I'll kill all my cares
I'll make it all go away
Safe in my sickness
I don't need to feel
there's only one need now
Addiction
I didn't come here to remember
I came here to die
Become the failure:
You claim you're sick.
Sick of the routines.
Sick of the bullshit.
And sick of who you are.
You're not sick enough.
A spectator in your own life.
Watching the world pass you by.
All this time you spend in life.
You waste it
You waste it all.
Feel trapped.
Feel hopeless.
Feel useless.
Feel worthless.
That's all you're ever gonna feel.
Because you give up.
You piss it all away.
Sleep your life away.
Become the failure you were always meant to be.
Waste of skin.
You're dead already.
You deserve what's coming to you.
An empty life to fill with regret.
Crippled by a thousand deaths:
Show me my failures
play by play
tear my eyes open
make me remember
make it hurt
show me every angle
again and again
feed me my fears
feed me my shame
choke me with guilt
shove it down my throat
don't let me forget
tell me my flaws
tell me my worth
don't be silenced
deafen me with your screams
make my ears bleed
castrate my ego
with my weakness
lick the wounds
suck them dry
then spit the blood into my lungs
so I can drown
over and over again
Shut up. Curl up. Die:
So much talk
of how much you want to die
It all looks good on paper
but my ears bleed
no more words
it's time for action
put up or shut up
put up or shut up
do it
fucking do it
show them
show them all that this is real
show them
show them how it's all their fault
show them
show them just how pathetic you really are
end it all
this is the answer
this is everything you want
it's all within reach
no more pain
no more suffering
it all ends right here, right now
no more fucking around
no more excuses
this is it
take control
save us all your misery
live up to your words
fucking do it
fucking do it
show them
show them all
just how pathetic you really are
put up or shut up
put up or shut up
Never enough:
Never enough
it's never enough
nothing satisfies
never satisfies
always want more
always need more
it never ends
no rest
no escape
push it away
try to shut it out
it always comes back
to breathe down my neck even harder
try to fill that void
feed it more and more
everything I've got
it's no use
this itch can't be scratched
always right back to square one
nothing is ever enough
no rest
no escape
fulfill my every desire
everything I could ever want
it will never be enough
The mind is the enemy:
Vague flashes of faded memories.
Of familiar and forgotten faces.
Of every lost hope and abandoned dream.
This is what you did.
This is what you saw.
This is what you felt.
This is what you knew.
Everyone you hurt.
Everything you ruined.
Every single last fuck up, fear, and failure all coming back to haunt you.
Focus. Dissect. Dwell.
It's all so true in your head.
Forget the bigger picture.
Forget all of the other facts.
It's your point of view.
Let it all devour
what little of yourself that you've bothered to keep alive.
This is your legacy.
Forget the bigger picture.
Forget all of the facts.
Lock yourself up tight inside your little world
and forget what's real.
Poor pitiful you.
It's oh so fucking sad.
It's your point of view.
Keep digging.
Keep searching
for answers where there are none.
This is your life
and you're too busy
wallowing in your own shit to live it.
Keep thinking
that it's empty of all consequence.
Keep dwelling
on every possible future failure.
Cross over that fine line.
It will swallow you.
Victim by choice:
Another night
battered, bruised, and bleeding
like a broken doll on the floor
hopeless
helpless
glutton for punishment
you accept the abuse
you accept it
keep telling yourself that this is love
keep telling yourself that you deserve this
believe the lie
nothing's wrong
night after night
beaten down, violated, used
victim of your own weakness
spineless
complacent
you do it to yourself
you give up
you give in
you accept the abuse
you accept it
like a moth to a flame
you come back for more
keep lying to yourself that this is love
keep lying to yourself that things will change
stand by your man until he stands on your grave.
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